November 30, 2005


I've been working on cleaning up my computer files a bit and was deleting some old AIM logs. I've gotten rid of all but one of them. They generally depress me and almost all were from that infamous freshman spring semester of great turmoil.

Brings back a lot of thoughts, memories, and feelings. It also has made me realize how grateful I am for my happy stable marriage with Josh and not having to mess with love unknown. It was good when I finally learned how to be happily single, but it was such a struggle until then.

But then, I wonder if I would trade that semester for another. I learned so much and grew so much. It led me to one of the times I felt closest to God, even closer than I feel now. That year I was much happened that 2002. But I miss the me of that period of time sometimes.

Posted by Anna at November 30, 2005 08:20 PM | TrackBack