sometimes the consequence of a wrong action is a crack in the armor, a dent that makes something a little more weak and the action a little more likely to happen again. it's scary how much easier it is to justify something once you've made the mistake once. and how some things become do deeply ingrained--particularly from when you're younger. i guess it makes me want to be a better role model. and it makes me feel like such a failure.
God. help me. SOS. *white flag*
Posted by Anna at March 4, 2004 01:56 AMI know the feeling the same things have been comming back to me lately and Ive been having to deal with alot of them. I tried to hide them before but they always come back the only way to get some real peace, the peace that God has is to deal with them even though it hurts and it will hurt. It hurts like hell sometimes, but thats why you have friends such as me and others around you....Im here for you ya if ever you need something, I know you would do the same.
Posted by: Domi at March 4, 2004 12:22 PMAye, I know exactly what you mean...
*raises own white flag*
-caleb
Posted by: Scooby at March 4, 2004 08:50 PMI wish I could just be there to hug you. I'm doing a Bible study right now and this last week was about having joy in the midst of hard circumstances, discipline, etc. Know that I'll be on my knees for you, praying you'll find joy in the middle of this!
Posted by: Ash at March 5, 2004 08:37 AM