April 06, 2003

Yeah, it's really late on

Yeah, it's really late on a Saturday night, and no, I'm not going to church in the morning. I'm evil, evil person.

Anyway, today we have Yet More Proof That Life Sucks. Or at least as far as my roommate is concerned. It hurts me to see her all torn up about this guy; they're both in full agreement about their feelings for each other, yet they have decided it just won't work to be 'together' right now. Which brings up another point. Would somebody please give me the definition of 'together'? I would dearly love to know.

Other than that, life's been fairly decent the past few days. Hootenanny was great; I definitely enjoyed it. Although, seeing Amelio in a dress is something that will haunt me for years to come. Deeply disturbing. Quite amusing, though.

You know, this is all a fairly good example of my life here at college. Incredible towering heights of emotion, which only serve to contrast more with the depths that come before and after. If I wanted to show off my geekiness, I could draw you the graph of the first 20 years of my emotional life. I could probably even express it with a function. It would be fairly flat up until I came here to school, then all of a sudden it starts oscillating wildly. There's probably some deep, complicated mental theory to explain this; lucky for me, I don't study psychology, so I'll never know what it is. Maybe Sheltered-Childhood-Syndrome with a little Christian-Fundamentalist-Education-Syndrome. Not that those are bad in themselves, but they sure make for an exciting contrast when I get out even this little way into the world. Life sure is a lot more interesting now.

Posted by Ardith at April 6, 2003 03:56 AM